John hang in there bud and you have my deepest condolences. I lost my mother a long time ago but know how devastating it was... don't worry about us bud, you take care of whatever and we'll all still be here and once again thank you so much for your giving to this community for so long with your releases.
Hang in there John..it will be tough but that's how life is. I too lost my mother unexpectedly last year and realized that this pain doesn't go away...it comes in waves and just keeps coming. The frequency becomes lesser over time but that's all that happens. My condolences.